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"Liat keatas? ngapaen nak?"

"lagi ngarep durian runtuh mak!"

oke oke it is out of topic..
huahahahah..

tujuan w buat blog ni buat kasi taw org2 yg baca blog ne bahwa g ada tuh yg namanya perpisahan seumur hidup
well, to be honest when my friends are going everywhere i feel my whole world is collapsing..

but life must go on..
jadi w terus bangkit dari liang kubur(*emank pocong) g dech liang hajat aja dech..
wkwkwkwkwk
intinya w bangkit and berdiri.
toch kita masi dibungin ma langit yg sama..
hha..
ciee..

least but not least..
just keep going..
keep griefing won't give you any good

another departure of my friends..

gilek..
pergi lagi satu temen w.
pigi menuntut ilmu nan juah disana demi bakti negara(*lebay bgt sich u)

ok ok..
hha..
sekarang temen w pigi lagi..
ntar tgl 18 sebiji lagi yg pigi..
o ya jgn lupa yg tgl 2 dan 3 dan juga tgl 24 sep..
habis total.

haizzz..T.T
emank 5 tahun hanya sekejap mata..
tapi klo berpisah tetep ga tega juga kan???

Boring?? Go Kill Some time

muakakakaaa,,
inilah kehidupan merana gua yg cukup membosankan..
akhir2 gue sibuk bgt tapi sibuknya malah membuat w bosan..
Rutin banget,,
jadi pgn hilang sejenak dari rutinitas gua ini,,
huhuhuhuhu T.T

tapi apa mau dikata da umur 18 lo gua..
mana boleh cuman mau senang senang..
huahahahhahah...


"People will never feel satisfied for everything they have'
ya iyalah klo manusia ceepat puas,,
ekonomi, produksi eksport-import blog(*g ada hubungan kale)
semua bakal hancur donk..
huahahahahhasha



oke lah kita akhirin post hari ini dengan segelas kopi(*oke sapa yg maw nyumbang kopinya?)

is it Logical?

masuk akal g sich buat seorang cowok jatuh cinta selama 5 tahun terhadap seorang cewek yg notabene sekarang UDA ADA PACAR!!
how desperate...

itulah sekilas klise kehidupan w..
huahahahaha..

w da menyukai si doski da 5 tahun straight..(*ya ada beberapa bulan pengecualian)
anyhow dia tu da pacaran da hampir 2 tahun and the result?
GUA TETEP MENYUKAI DIa..
aRGHH!!!
w kok keknya desperate kali jadi cowok..
dunia kan g sebesar daun kelor cewek ada dmana2...

pengen bgt ngomong kek gt..
but the result?
gua ttp g bisa nemuin cewek yg bisa ambil hati w kek dia ini..
hhe..

tapi life must goes on?
but if you u don't have the guts to goes on, how can u step forward?

emank mencintai secara diam2 tu merana!!

will stop using formal language.

wkkwwkwkwk..
keknya w bakalan stop menggunakan bahasa inggris yang terlampau formal.. ya pake b.ing sedikit2 boleh la.
huahahhahahah..


pengennya sich maw buat blog ne bkn lagi jadi ajang menunjukkan perasaan melly Goeslaw(*lho kok g nyambung? mellow kali?wkwkwkwkwkwk*)
tapi ya w cerita bersambung w ttp pake b.ing ja ya.. biz kan anaeh campur2 bahasanya..
(*emank es campur? maen campur2 aja)
wkwkwkwk

Eniwei salam sejahtera dech dari w..
huahahahahha..

wish you'll have a great day

Now i understand everything...

Now i have realized.. Realized who i am and what should i do.. Yess. I hate something called farewell. Yes i hate to look for another mew friends.. But Now i know it is useless to grief again and again... I do feel sad but stepping over an old stone is necessary to start a new life. For the one who had left, sorry dor all my mistakes. But for everybody that has supported me here i won't make any disappointment out of you.. Thanks or everything.. I promise that i have griefed enough, promise to be a better man.. Hha... Oh.. And for somenody i mentioned before i always wish you will get your wish and your relationship will be forever.. Hha..

Now i i

How I Hate Something Called Farewell

Now my best friend is going to leave..
exactly at 21 july 9 o'clock in the morning...
i wish i could stop the time..
i haven't said everything in my mind.
really need just another day..
only 1 more day

day 3

naizz..
now i have totally forgotten to go to the temple..
i said want to prove my resolve..
i think i just keep boasting e..

day 2

DARN IT!!!!
I forgot to go to the temple..
ArgGh...
cckckkckcc..
i tend to prove my resolve, but only in the second day i have forgotten to go there..
T.T
tomorrow i shall go and meet..
hha..

day 1 !!!!

I went to a temple just now,,,
hho...
hope to meet a monk named Jinnadhammo..
but unfortunately i couldn't meet his Holiness,,
hmm...
is this a test for my resolve??
i wish tomorrow i could meet his holiness..
hha..
i just wanted to ask for some blessing for my family and my friends though..
they said I need something called destiny to meet His Holiness..
I think if i can't meet him i shall strive and keep going there..

GANBATTE!!!!!!!!!

day 1 !!!

Another 7 days to pass..

can't wait for my test result..
just another 7 days..
my heart pounding faster when the day is getting nearer and nearer,,
hha..
wish i could be accepted so i can have a new experience and a better prospect for my future(**feels like i exaggerated too much**)
*LOL

Another 7 days to pass..

how difficult to say a thanks?

aRGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just couldn't imagine how ignorant and rude a person can be..
I woke up in the morning and before i forgot i went to my phone, text a message just to say "Have a Safe Journey" then i sent it.
But Even a single thanks that i get until now..
No Reply.
Can A person be VERY BUSY just to text and reply "thank you?"

not that i need the thanks so much, but don;t you think it is a ridiculous?
I Feel like a total douchebag right now..
why?
it seems like i concern too much about them..
i think i'll have to stop caring and minding other people's business..

my emotion these days..

i don't know what has gotten into me these days.
I scolded my friend for being over sensitive.
i got angry just because of a tiny little problems.
T.T
maybe i got angry easily because i have A Farewell to face.
A farewell to my most important person that has changed my life.
A farewell to somebody i reckon as my best friend in my senior years.
A farewell to somebody i haven't had any chance to ask for forgiveness.

maybe because the time is coming nearer and nearer.
i wish i could carry out my plans that i have been devising lately.

And I'll post the plan in the future..
because it is still a secret..
i don't want to risk it by letting anyone know before the day of the plan..
hha..

Review from the previous post.

hha..
Though i hate to admit it, i think the story contains a lot of mistakes..
(Thanks to my Friend in SG James Rotanson who have given me a strict advice*LOL*)
i wish i could be better (which i am trying right now)
Second Chapter Is coming soon..
your Critics, comments, salute or whatsoever will be treasured..
Thanks!!

First Chapter of My First Imaginary Stories.(EnJoy^.^)

CHAPTER 1

Kring kRing KRING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

“LAZY FOLK !! HOW LONG DO YOU PLAN TO SLEEP!??? IT’S 7 A.M.!” scream my mom.

“okay okay… just another minute” I replied.

“ANOTHER MINUTE? YOU HAVE ASKED FOR ANOHTER MINUTE SINCE 6 A.M.!!!” again her unbelievable loud voice bring me back to my conciousness.

“ okay okay. I’m getting ready!”I replied again

Just when I started to leave my super comfy bed my phone rings. With no hesitation I pick it up since I have known who is calling me in this early time.

“ hey man!!” yelled a voice from back there. He scream before I am able to say a single greeting of hello.

“why do you call in this early time?” I asked.

“EARLY??? What happen with your house clock? Is it broken or you are the one who need to change your definition about “early thingy” e?”

“ I know I know.. but school start in another 45 minutes, isn’t it?” I asked him

“yeah.. but remember? YOU HAVE TO PICK ME UP AGAIN!! You are taking forever if you are in your lovely bathroom! Remember? Yoou are always bla bla blab la…” nag him. I don’t pay attention to what he is saying since I’m still sleepy.

“do you understand?” asked him after he finish nagging,

“yeah yeah.. I’m going to take a bath,, I’m hanging up. Bye bye” I said and directly run towards my bathroom inside my room.

“Yeah yeah.. better hurry i will be waiting outside my house.” Said he
and the phone goes off…

10 minutes after that

“Mom!! Where is my breakfast?” asked me when I have gotten down to the dining room..

“you’d better put on your clothes before you asked me for breakfast, young man!” said my mom..

“but I’m extremely hungry. C’mon mom where is the toast and the juice?” I plead her.

“I’ve packed it for you. You won’t have enough time if you eat now,, Ronny has been waiting for you.” She suggest.

“I could you know that Ronny is waiting?” I asked. Since I knew I’ve never told her that I’m going to pick Ronny up.

“young man. Ronny is the one who reminds me to wake you up darling. If he doesn’t I don’t think that I will remember to wake you up and you won’t go to school.” Said my mom. “ oh and don’t forget to thank him for helping me in repairing my microwave. We owe him one.” Said my mom again.

“ yeah yeah!” I said and directly take my car key and run toward my car.

“bye mom” I yelled from outside the door.

I start the engine and drive toward Ronny’s house which is only 10 houses apart. I see him waiting uneagerly outside his house. He run toward my car, get inside and nag me.

“Wilton. Don’t you have any manner? PUT YOUR UNIFORM ON! YOU ARE A STUDENT FOR GODSAKE!” he nag again.

“ yeah yeah” I replied. I put on my uniform, biting my toast and drive to school.

Ronny keep nagging about my attitude, manners and my ignorance all the way to school. Although he loves to nag me, I always appreciate him as my best friend. Ronny is an unsubstitute friend of mine. He is extremely clever and multitalented. He is able to repair almost every mechanical thing, the best in class and don’t forget a top athlete in our school.

Only when he is nagging me is the time when he act so uncool. I myself is totally ignorant to everything which consist of school. Study? You wish I’ll do it.

And then after 15 minutes of driving we arrive at our school. Seiyo academy.

Weird? Since the founder and the headmaster of this academy is too fond of Japanese thing, this is why our academy is the only one which use a Japanese name.

After I parked my car at the park behind our school, we directly go straight to our class. I don’t plan to be late again. The teacher Is one tough hellish guy. I hate him so much. But not according to Ronny, he said this teacher is the best or whatsoever. I think he should have his brain checked, I supposed.

We arrive at our class. Ronny sit just right beside me. I don’t know how I can survive in school chores if he didn’t sit beside me. He is the one who always wake me up if the teacher is starting to look at me. He is the one who let me cheat on his work during the test. I really can’t imagine how am I suppose to pass my senior years without him. Although he helped me a lot, we didn’t know each other until we were in the first junior high. And it means we only know each other for only 4 years but I know that time is not essential in our friendship. Melancholic?? It is because we met each other not in a very usual way, or I should say –he is the saviour of my life. Yes my life saviour. Therefore, I always fell that I am forever owing him. It started when I was in Second Semester in my First Junior High.